turninglifespaiges

So I recently just found out some devastating news. My friendship with a very close friend of mine will be changed forever. I’ve been lied to for about 3 years, and the person had no intention on ever telling me what really happened.

I put a lot of trust in people until I’m proven not to. Part of me wants to adjust this about myself to prevent getting hurt. But I can’t fault myself for someone else’s choices and their decisions.

This person hurt me and broke the biggest rule friends have. What do I do now? Was this person going to let me deploy overseas at some point and risk my life and never tell me what happened? Was I going to die not knowing?

I probably won’t ever talk to them again. This burns so deep that the relationship will never be repaired. It’s a shame that someone I called a friend for almost 2 decades to this, and that this friendship comes to an end today.

I’m a very forgiving person, but this line has been crossed and it’s too far gone. I have to spend time and surround myself with people who are bettering themselves and look out for one another. That’s what I am doing and I need similar people in my life.

To you if you read this, you know what you did was wrong. I hope you never do this to anyone else you call a friend. I hope you learn from this that you can’t go through life selfishly and never looking out for anyone. If you do, you don’t deserve anyone if you can’t treat them right. Good luck, because I won’t be speaking to you ever again.