turninglifespaiges

Now that I’ve had some solid time to myself, I feel like I’m getting things back on track. I’m exercising and following a plan, I’m going for my masters in the spring, and really just taking my life back for me. It’s upsetting thinking that this whole time I was living up to society’s ideals…

Now that I’m actually taking sometime to myself, I realize there are some things I haven’t dealt with yet. Now that I have no distractions from my thoughts, they’re coming alive instead of laying dormant; hiding behind every day tasks to accomplish and the everyday hustle. What do I want to do with my life?…

Part of me ever wonders if I’ll ever find the one I’m supposed to be with… but then that raises a question. Am I supposed to be with anyone? All these years, we’ve been taught the idea of you need a wife/husband to be happy in life. I’ve been raised to be good wife material,…

Today I had a very difficult conversation with my boyfriend. Today, we discussed if we were the right ones for each other. We’ve been dating for almost two years, and living together for one. And today, we decided that we weren’t the other’s solution. Its a difficult conversation to have, but one that is absolutely…

It’s crazy what us as humans take for granted in life. So many people I know don’t even try to have kids, and end up pregnant. Then the families that try for years end up without a baby for a long time, and may never end up having one. So many people take what they’re…

Since my dad passed away, it’s been really hard for me to run. He was my running partner. We used to text each other while we were both at work that we ran at lunch. Shared laughs and emojis about how hot it was (neither one of us liked running inside on a treadmill). My…