turninglifespaiges

Reflecting the last time I saw my dad at the funeral during the last couple posts brought me back to that day. I remember walking in and seeing him there. But it wasn’t really him, not that father I knew, but more of just a representation of him. I’ll never forget looking at him, his…

It’s amazing how much we doubt ourselves as human beings; how much we don’t try for things because we think we’re not good enough. I’ve been working on my self-reflection skills. But what I’ve been working on is being too hard on myself. I often strive for perfection or close to it anyway. My dad…

Today I got more mad than I have in a while. A situation got me all flustered today. I don’t loose my cool often; I usually keep a pretty level head. I use logical reasoning, and talk myself down from getting too upset. But not today. I couldn’t shake it. I got mad when I…

Have you ever thought to yourself, “Am I making a difference? A real difference in life?” I have; I always have. That’s my life dream, to actually make a positive difference in the world. I just wasn’t sure how I was going to do it. I was packing up my laptop after I sent my…

It’s weird to think all I ever knew would change when someone left my life forever. All I ever knew was what I thought I wanted; I expected to be married with kids by 29, a house with a white picket fence, being a mom. Everything’s changed. I’ve changed. I now see the fragile timeline…

It’s been three years since my dad left us. It feels longer and shorter than that at the same time. He’s with me everyday they say; he watches over you and protects you. I will say I do know he’s here, because I remind me of him all the time. My ex and I were…